Do You Mind - Timmies, Typo

I waste my time on my whole life

Hold my thoughts cause I’ve been sleep deprived

I waste my life in broke mind

Hold my words cause they never come out right

I’m trying really hard to be someone you’d like

I’m trying really hard to feel like I’ll be fine

I’m trying really hard and maybe I’ll find my reflection

In life and all that unkind

Can’t I be a little self sure

Self secure

On that I’m not all that I think I am

Can’t I get a little control

Open my doors

On that I’m not all that bad as I think I am

I don’t really care for what I have left because I’ve fucked myself up so much

I might deserve this mess and

Fuck all this love, I hate to admit

I’m really like this

Scum piece of shit

And I know I could be brighter

Yeah, I know I could aim higher

And I know I should think lighter

I know I would be fine if I was a trier

Yeah, I hate how I can’t let myself hang low and if I didn’t speak at all I

think that I would let it go

But if I knew how I hurt

Well, I would promise to let you know

I’ve been feeling Goddamn low and I just can’t let it go

Do you remember 2013

From then on I wished my life was unseen

Cause I hate who I could have been

Let myself slit up my skin

And drown all my dreams

In the sink

I’m sorry maybe I should have tried harder

Jumped from a bridge that was just that little bit higher

I’m sorry my words can’t be any sharper

I’d cut up my mind and set the remains on fire

At least you could have said I’m gone on the drugs

But I am sober now and I still seem to fuck up

And I’m sorry I can’t accept all your love

It wears me off

Leave me in my head because that’s already tiring enough

I waste my time on my whole life

Hold my thoughts cause I’ve been sleep deprived

I waste my life in broke mind

Hold my words cause they never come out right

I’m trying really hard to be someone you’d like

I’m trying really hard to feel like I’ll be fine

I’m trying really hard and maybe I’ll find my reflection

In life and all that unkind