Caught In The Carousel - Tilian

Blinded by artificial light

Can’t stop drawing parallels

I know that envy isn’t kind

But I’m caught in the carousel

They move so smooth, fucking ooze

Elegance is automatic

Watch them drool, fucking cool

Influence is systematic

Am I good enough?

Am I good enough?

Doubts infecting my legs

Bouncing up to my head

Am I good enough?

Am I good enough?

Feel it coming again

Building my own prison

Am I good enough?

Will it ever be enough?

Why don’t I ever say

Why don’t I ever say exactly what I mean?

Got a mouth that defies the laws of reason

Every night spent alone

My thoughts surrender more cohsion

Nothing new, I’m a fool

Tend to be a bit dramatic

Drug abus keeps me loose

Compelling and enigmatic

Move so smooth, fucking ooze

Atrophy is metastatic

Watch me drool, fucking cool

Devolution into panic

Am I good enough yet?

Am I good enough?

Doubts infecting my legs

Bouncing up to my head

Am I good enough?

Am I good enough?

Feel it coming again

Building my own prison

Am I good enough?

Will it ever be enough?