To Forgive - The Smashing Pumpkins

Ten times removed

I forget about where it all began

Bastard son of a bastard son of

A wild eyed child of the sun

And right as rain, I’m not the same

But I feel the same, I feel nothing

Holdin' back the fool again

Holdin' back the fool pretends

I forget to forget nothing is important

Holdin' back the fool again

I sensed my loss

Before I even learned to talk

And I remember my birthdays

Empty party afternoons won’t come back

Holdin' back the fool again

Holdin' back the fool pretends

I forget to forget nothing is important

Holdin' back the fool again

I forget to forget me

I forget to forget you see

Nothing is important to me

I knew my loss before I even learned to speak

And all along, I knew it was wrong

But I played along with my birthday song

Holdin' back the fool again

Holdin' back the fool pretends

I forget to forget nothing is important

Holdin' back the fool again