Regret - The Lulls in Traffic, Ceschi

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Awkward and sensual, a drunk intellectual

I eat your shadow for breakfast, now it won’t let me go

Social obligations remember me

When I helped you lay the bricks

Mason, tending sheep

I’m just another blurry face in the background of someone’s home video

And as far as pity goes, I call this city home in vain

Every promise I broke along the way

Ashamed and living long

Closed narcissistic textbook for all the right reasons

But still left shook 'cause there’s nothing left in this town

Spit at my reflection 'cause I let you all down

Maybe I searched for something I could never find

Now I think every moment how I’ve wasted all my time

And I’m screaming out, «Don't let me down»

Yeah, well, don’t let me down

I’ve got a sour grape syndrome that deserves its own attendant

With a smiley face and a silver pendant

I penned it, but I forgot logic in the backseat of the taxi

Now I’m stranded on earth fighting the waves of the black sea

I had a craving to crave, I live in my own light

But in this labyrinth maze, a wrong shared is half right

Now I’m baked out of colors and pasted notes

And I awake to the mother of my wasted hope

Hope my brain can cope with another painful stroke

Of a brush with paint that flows deep with the veins that I’m dosed

Fumbling over the memories maybe so close they linger

Lost in the calm of the winter, marked by tasteless jokes

Was a patient bloke, but my patience broke

Now I’m draped in the foam of salty seas with waves that choke

This damn disease I know

It makes me dream of better histories glittering with gleaming gold

I wish i could take it all back

Every mistake, every thought that I ever had

Erased and gone in the morning fog in a flash

But it’s never easy as that when dreams are defeated

And dragged to the ground

I’ll scream to clouds now

Nothing lasts

Maybe I searched for something I could never find

Now I think every moment how I’ve wasted all my time

And I’m screaming out, «Don't let me down»

Yeah, well, don’t let me down

Maybe I searched for something I could never find

Now I think every moment how I’ve wasted all my time

And now there’s nothing here so I left it all behind

And I’m screaming out, «Don't let me down»

Maybe I searched for something I could never find

Now I think every moment how I’ve wasted all my time

And I’m screaming out, «Don't let me down»

Yeah, well, don’t let me down