Backwards - The Hearing

If I stand still

Can I hear the music

If I lie here

Will I see the sun

And if I trust you

Will I know what to say

And If I’m really quiet

Will they go away

If my muscles cave in

If my heart fails will you

Get me out of here

Take me by the water

What if I can’t take

The load I’m meant to carry

What if I don’t want

No blessings from the Lord

Did you always have it all

Is that not enough

Why would I want what’s best for me

When there could be good for all

Take the name pay the price

But I can’t move so I’ll close my eyes

And I let my knees bend backwards

And the black black black silhouette

Of the electrical chandelier

Burn it’s shapes on my red dress

And I’ll let my knees bend backwards

If I’m acting like a

Silent movie starlet

I’ll come out of it

Once I see the tiny coffin