Progression - The Azoic

I feel the hysteria breaking

My mind is altercating

I try to rediscover

That there is no other

But something interferes

My past and all of those years

Why did I slip back into how it was before?

Going further down below

This spiral twisting inside of me

Please and take me from these lies

The past and all that I despise

Come rescue

With these feelings that we share

The hopes and dreams I cannot bear

You’re all I need

Subduing cries

Beyond demise

Can you believe

Why is it me

Confined and bound, forced to the ground

Facing fears without a tear

It’s complicating, but you’re facilitating

The forward progression of my soul

Given the situation, it’s a revelation

That you can be so patient here

To wait until it subsides

Until I heal all the lies

For you to see

See what’s beneath

Voices whispering through my head

Nights I always seem to dread

With each cross I’ve chosen to bear

The choice is clear

I know you’re not to blame, but I am so ashamed

It seems my forward progression is near

It seems to change perspective now

It seems to change