Faults and Failures - Tell the Wolves I'm Home

I’ve been waiting for the perfect moment to strike

But I’ve been questioning

I can’t feel what’s right

The answer stares me down

Like death about to end my life

But I’m not finished

I took my words and twisted them ‘til I felt I was satisfied

I feel the end is near

I can see the whites of his eyes

I feel the hair stand up and fear begin to take its place

This world is ending quick

I feel it suffocate

I can’t stand the sight of you

You break promises

You distort the truth

Starring back at me from inside the mirror

My clouded vision begins to see much clearer

Tell me are we all alone

With no hope,

No life to be known

How can I survive

Away from the light

Away from the love that is mine

And I feel

Like risking my life

For the ones that stood by my side

Is this the answer I’ve been waiting for

How come I still feel alone

Is it really my fault?

I’ve burdened myself with the hopes and dreams of others

And I can’t seem to make a difference in their lives

How can I

forgive myself for all my shortcomings and failures?

I’ll just keep bending my words like twine

Is it really my fault?

I’ve burdened myself

With problems that are not my own

how can I make it,

I’m alone

And I Think I’m disgusting

for believing

for believing in my own lies