Grinding My Teeth - TANKINI

I’ve got my red dress on

I am ready for the fluorescent lights

The vacation’s over, that is for sure and I’ll just nest here

I’ll just be alone now, alone now, alone now, alone

And I have got a room inside a house

With my own door and my own head space, and heart ache

And bed frame and it’s the same as

The room that my best friend had when she lived here

We got off the phone a minute ago and I just miss her

I just miss her so much

There’s subtle releases all of the time

There’s pages and pages of insecure girls

And I have been waiting for twenty four years, it’s useless

I’ll just walk through the river

It’s pulling me down

It’s giving me weight

It’s carving the entry

To the next fucking place

I’m clenching my jaw

I’m counting the stakes

I’m giving you nothing

The shots are all blank