20 Something - SZA

How you ain’t say you was movin' forward?

Honesty hurts when you’re gettin' older

I gotta say I’ll miss the way you need me, yeah

Why you ain’t say you was gettin' bored?

Why you ain’t say I was fallin' short?

How you lead me out so far away?

How could it be?

20 something, all alone still

Not a thing in my name

Ain’t got nothin', runnin' from love

Only know fear

That’s me, Ms. 20 Something

Ain’t got nothin', runnin' from love

Wish you were here, oh

Stuck in them 20 somethings, stuck in them 20 somethings

Good luck on them 20 somethings, good luck on them 20 somethings

But God bless these 20 somethings

(God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh)

Hopin' my 20 somethings won’t end

Hopin' to keep the rest of my friends

Prayin' the 20 somethings don’t kill me, don’t kill me

Weird, took us so long to separate

I feel, it’s permanent like a riptide, this time

Waves crashing fast, I try

Think of the past, please stay

How could it be?

How could it be?

20 something, all alone still

Not a phone in my name

Ain’t got nothin', runnin' from love

Only know fear

That’s me, Ms. 20 Something

Ain’t got nothin', runnin' from love

Wish you were here, oh

Stuck in them 20 somethings, stuck in them 20 somethings

Good luck on them 20 somethings, good luck on them 20 somethings

But God bless these 20 somethings

(God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh)

Hopin' my 20 somethings won’t end

Hopin' to keep the rest of my friends

Prayin' the 20 somethings don’t kill me, kill me

(God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh)

(God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh)

(God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh God bless, oh)

And if it’s an illusion, I don’t want to wake up.

I’m gonna hang on to it.

Because the alternative is an abyss, is just a hole, a darkness, a nothingness.

Who wants that?

You know?

So that’s what I think about control,

and that’s my story, and I’m stickin' to it

That was beautiful mommy, that was perfect