Absence - System Syn

It was only a dream I swear

It did not happen as they tell you

It was just a fantasy

I was not living in that moment

If what I feel is not what I feel

How can I ever know what’s real

Was I stillborn years ago

And is this absence all I’ll know

I had thought that I could be

A part of something more than me

But now I finally understand

This wasn’t meant to be

I must suffer this fate

Let the chemicals dictate

The face that I show to the crowd

The only life that I’m allowed

To live is a lie

To live is to lie

Suffocating in the absence of myself

Heaven help me

Heaven help me

If you hear me

You know I must suffer this fate

Let the chemicals dictate

The face that I show to the crowd

The only life that I’m allowed

To live in this fate

Let the chemicals dictate

The face that I show to the crowd

The only life that I’m allowed

To live is a lie

To live is to lie