Everything at Once - Syd Matters

You know when I was your age

I didn’t give a fuck

But I suddenly had a shot

I was smothered by the rage

You only have to choose

Between the smokes and the booze

Right now I’m trying not to lose

Everything at once

I’m only in my bed

For good as I said

I’ll regret it I guess

That means yes

Oh I dissapoint you

I can see it in your eyes

'cause what you despise

Is when I’m crossing fingers

It’s getting hard to wake up

It’s getting hard

With someone else’s makeup

It’s getting hard

You got someone to understand

Someone to talk to