Shoving Myself Away - SYBYR

Look outside for better days

Why do I do, I shove away

Why do I shove myself away?

All this shit I didn’t take

All this shit I didn’t take

I’m smoking all myself away

Finding why I’m here today

Why did I go do that?

I can’t look back, none of it

I swear I do this for the facts

I don’t do this for couple of bucks

I can’t shove myself away

I need to find a new escape

I’m highly annoyed, shoved away

I’m locking myself away

I don’t even know what it takes

Here, immortal, ayy

Why do I even shove away?

I’m stuck here and cold

And I’m making up a wave, wave

I had no other route to take

I’m over them, look menacing

I don’t even want to shove away

I’m losing my mind every day

Every fucking hour, tryna see what’s in store

I don’t need it anymore (What's in store)

I’ve already had my share

Hard times, I need plenty more

Can’t go away, just scared, I need that better picture

And I keep doing this to my brain cells

I swear I need one minute 'fore I blast down all the way to Hell

I need some sunshine, of course, barely go outside anyways

Turn into a hermit over nothing, I swear they all are the same

Gotta protect what you got 'cause it’s all you gonna get

I swear that this operation is the coldest one yet

I have no reason to suspect any bullshit effects

But for the recent fuss, I keep it, right their wrongs

In the way

Just 'cause there’s obstacles in the way

Just 'cause there’s opps in the way

I do not count they say, they can say it in my face

I’ll give them prolapses, my bad, that’s off the cell

Tell bitch I’m insecure, but all these other opps' face

I had a musical fuss, such as the ones whose pact

Pass down the fucking torch for all these lil' dorks to come forth

I had enough of waiting

I’m gonna take it all away from you like a parent, 'cause I am