Mirror Fear - Sworn In

I’d cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear

Of looking into a fucking mirror

I see ugly, I don’t see a trace of me

Tell me it’s not true I’ll smile and fucking disagree

I’d cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear

Of looking into a fucking mirror

It might sound dramatic but it’s sincere

I’d do anything to look and have nothing appear

Distorted glass shimmers through my spine

Warped reflections this body’s not fucking mine

My face gets cold while the rest of me sweats

Cope with a bottle and two packs of cigarettes

Strung out

And burnt up beyond repair

If I could see what you see I’d be fine I swear

But I don’t and I just fucking can’t

I’m sorry for the bother

I didn’t mean to rant

I’d cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear

Of looking into a fucking mirror

I see ugly, I don’t see a trace of me

Tell me it’s not true I’ll smile and fucking disagree

I’d cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear

Of looking into a fucking mirror

Sounds dramatic but it’s sincere

Every day is torture living with mirror fear

This body’s not

Fucking mine

Claw at my skin

Dig at my face

Rip out my hair

Let’s start from scratch just in case

Claw at my skin

Dig at my face

Rip out my hair

I can’t remember who I am so I’ll erase

I’ll fucking erase

Erase

Erase

Erase

Erase

Erase

Erase

Erase

This body’s not fucking mine

I can’t remember who I am so I’ll erase

I can’t remember who I am so I’ll erase

I can’t remember who I am so I’ll erase

Let’s start from scratch

Just in case

Claw at my skin

Dig at my face

Rip out my hair

Let’s start from scratch just in case

Claw at my skin

Dig at my face

I can’t remember

Who I am

So I’ll erase