Chemical Imbalance - Swollen Members

No question I’m prone to depression

Throne made of stone, I am known for aggression

Sit home get stoned, no purpose

Become a servant, feel like I’m worthless

Sun turn to darkness, now I’m getting nervous

Till I make a purchase and I’m Silver Surfing

Flying through the stars in the Milky Way

Next day filled with guilt again

Emptiness and sadness, used to get a lot done

Now the Devil’s in my car riding shotgun

(Vicious cycle.)

Mad Child’s back like the hot sun

Still shining, redrum redrum

(Very uncontrollable thoughts. You’re going to lose control.)

From walking on the Sun with a Pepsi bottle

Pocket full of cash and a sexy model

Shopping like I just won the lottery

Then I fell down, hit the ground like pottery

Smash

(Manic episodes)

Dope, doing drugs like a dummy

Gained a lot of weight with a big fat tummy

Didn’t have sex, pale skin like a mummy

Crashed the Suburban, almost killed my whole group

God saved us, I’m telling you the whole truth

Old dude, Clark Kent in a phone booth

(It might scare you)

I refuse to be old news

(People with anxiety value control immensely. You’re not in control of yourself

or in control of your emotions and it might scare you.)

My mind mentally a torture chamber

Complete frustration, approach with anger

Used to be exciting, white lightning

Living in a nightmare, quite frightening

(Wake up.)

Aggressive performer, obsessive compulsive disorder

Psychotic, dark product of narcotics

I’m bleeding badly in shark waters

Hail Marys and Our Father up in Heaven looking down on what he’s not proud of

Evil thoughts, blood, and gunpowder

Quite crowded, blue pills and white powder

(Take control of your life, take control of your fear. The things that we do

are fear-based.

Fear and worry can be very very powerful negative forces in

your life.

If your anxiety is to the point where it’s disrupting your lifestyle

then you have a problem with it.)