Smother - Stepson

I’m suffocating

Smothered

I’m so cold

I’m shaking

I should go

Before I make a fool

Of myself

I can’t even speak

Without crying

I keep telling myself that

It’s all in my head

But I’ve never felt

Something that isn’t «real»

Scare me to death

So take my breath away

Don’t leave it for another day

It’s too late

Please just take

My breathe away

I’m not leaving

I’m still breathing

Take my breathe away

I can’t take this

For another day

I don’t know what to do

Or to choose

To just lose

And give up

I give up

I’ve stopped breathing

I can’t breathe

My lungs collapse

I’m sitting in the corner

Of a car park

I’m convulsing

Screaming for help

I need your help

I need your help

Count me through my breathing

One through to ten

Take a deep breath

And start again

A never ending cycle

Of feeling

Like I’m dying

Tell me I’m okay

I don’t care if you’re lying

So take my breath away

Don’t leave it for another day

It’s too late

Please just take

My breathe away

I’m not leaving

I’m still breathing

Take my breathe away

I can’t take this

For another day

I don’t know what to do

Or to choose

To just lose

And give up

I give up

I’ve stopped breathing

I can’t see

And I can’t breathe

I’ll never know

Try to believe

That I’ll be fine

That I’ll be okay