What Was I Thinking Pt. 4 - Starlito

GhettOut, ah

I just be scribblin' in my lil journal, you know

It’s Lito

Can’t please everybody, I ain’t even gon' worry about it

Can’t stop 'em from talkin' 'bout me

Ain’t concerned what you heard about me

Streets talking, yeah word of mouth

I can spell it out, I prefer the count

Grinding for what you whining 'bout

In the hole but I’m climbing out

One in the hole, catching plays

Running routes, flying out

Don’t post corners at the screen door

She get out of pocket, leave the ho

(Man it all started way before All Star, man it’s Lito)

Paid my light bill by my birthday, drop a mixtape on my court date

Seem like you never know 'til it’s too late

(Seem like you never know 'til it’s too late)

Mama used to tell me watch your friends, now I’m like what friends?

Who can I trust in?

will I ever love again?

Supposed to went to counseling, instead I used my ink pen

Round trip from the sunken place weekly, let that sink in

Gambling, fornicating, drinking, anything but sleeping

What was I thinking?

I wasn’t thinking at all

Nah, I just took a loss, who can I call?

feel like my phone off

I ain’t heard from none of y’all except when you’re gossiping like broads

Fuck what you heard and don’t speak on what you saw

I got grief on me from OB, so-called street niggas so flawed

Keep my heater in my drawers, you lil bitch

I just skeeted in her jaw, you probably leave it in her raw

You gon' be with her for life, I’m gon' delete that ho tomorrow

When I get too bored I might just need that ho to borrow

I just binge watched Ozark, I’m 'bout to Benz on them boards

Wonder if they got a clearance for all this revenge in my heart

Feel the vengeance in my veins, so much pain, man I’m scared

Never change for no change, I remain the same

As when I came in this game, Jermaine used his brain

'Cause nobody never gave me anything

My purpose is to give hope, nah it ain’t to entertain

Use my mistakes as education, I made it through the rain

You take a million dollars, 'cause every nigga I see wanna be millionaires

You take a million dollars and change it into seconds

A million seconds is thirteen days

Take a billion dollars and change it into seconds, it’s thirty-two years

Who wanna be a millionaire but a fool?