Kidding Ourselves - Stabilo

And I

I wanted to tear down the curtains

To let

Let in some natural light

I wake up and open one eye

And wait for the window to crack at me

Alone

And I wanted to curl up beside you

And die

At least for an hour or more

Depending on how you react

Depending on how you respond to me

I’ll stick around

We’re killing ourselves

Killing ourselves

So what do you want from me?

'Cause as long as there’s a payphone and a taxi cab

I’m alright

'Cause I can leave home

We’re kidding ourselves

Kidding ourselves

So what are you waiting for

'Cause even with a fast car and a cellphone, I won’t leave

'Cause I’d be alone

So tonight

Let’s be as bold as we want to

And drink

Drink 'til we fall down the steps

Remember how that made us laugh

Remember how all that we did was laugh, and cry around

We’re killing ourselves

Killing ourselves

So what do you want from me?

'Cause as long as there’s a payphone and a taxi cab

I’m alright, 'cause I can leave home

We’re kidding ourselves

Kidding ourselves

So what are you waiting for

'Cause even on a bullet train or a jet plane

I won’t leave 'cause I’d be alone

And I’m lucky to find cardboard in an alleyway

That I can call home

So tonight, let’s be as bold as we want to run

Four eyes ohhh

We’re killing ourselves

Killing ourselves

So what do you want from me

'Cause as long as there’s a payphone and a taxi cab

I’m alright, 'cause I can leave home

We’re kidding ourselves

Kidding ourselves

So what are you waiting for

'Cause even on a bullet train or a jet plane

I won’t leave, 'cause I’d be alone

I’m lucky to find cardboard in an alleyway

That I can call home

So don’t take your eyes off me

And don’t look away

I won’t be alone

At home