To The Flame - SPM

Some say I’m disturbed that I don’t care to change

That my music ain’t positive, it shares my pain

Im sorry but its therapy I try to do it carefully

What the fuck y’all want?

Six relatives to carry me?

Do you want the air I breathe?

Damn dawg apparently

Just cuz you got a gun life isn’t guaranteed

Bitches I will bury thee, this is not a new job

I’ve been diggin' hoes since humpy found Tupac

Since dad drove that new Dodge, the one that fuckin' Raymond wrecked

We was gettin' shot at, I told that foo to take a left

Had to jump out and start runnin' like a bitch

I still don’t understand how that motherfucker missed

This nigga was a friend but that wet took his brain

He tried to murder me and get me sent to the flames

Why I didn’t have my gun only heaven knows

Cuz if I would’ve had it dear God blessed his soul

Packin' 45's murder multiples,

‘nother homie dies, layin' there with open eyes

Hope his soul arrives

But we know the price, to the flame

(cuz the game is as cold as ice)

Later that night my nigga Jay came by

Said he heard the dude say he purposely ain’t high

«Los the nigga was wet, and I know that you ag

But its prison if you go and put that ho in a bag.»

I said «the story don’t end until it runs on the news,

Shit we all smoke fry that ain’t no fuckin' excuse»

When his momma start screamin' that it wasn’t his time

Guess I’d rather be it his than it comin' from mine

And after that discussion I hoped in my ride

45 to my side took the lock off the 9

By brother found out and started callin' my chick

Then Gina called my cellphone and started to trip

I said «look babydoll, this is the game,

When the bullets flew by I heard them whistle my name

But mami I’m sorry for the time invested

But don’t forget a while back what I suggested

When you told me you loved me I said ‘I love you too

But I peel wigs back like the sunroof do'

And I’m so fuckin' lost in a hustlas world

Plus I smoke so damn much I bet my nuts is sterile

And the streets are callin' you can’t stop what’s destined»

She said «fine but there’s something I forgot to mention»

It was only three words but they changed me that second

She took a deep breath and said

«Baby, I’m pregnant»