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Locked down, fading, helpless

Dragged down by the claw

Waiting, patience draining

I can’t take this anymore

I’m freeing myself of

The burden of needing

My only sovereignty

Is choosing my being

Will you take my hand and

Guide me to the wall?

I want to look over

The edge and take the fall

The state is always chosen but the

Decision is always mine to make

When I’m tied and frozen

There is no one but myself to blame

This is my creation and I

Made it so I could com to know pain

As I stand here crying

I realiz that I enjoy the rain

I’m freeing myself of

The burden of needing

My only sovereignty

Is choosing my being

Flying as I’m drowning

No difference anymore

Satisfaction is all

That I can control