19 - Slowly Slowly

I was in the backseat, dead at 19

You were on your front foot ready to comfort me

Both so naïve

Heaving at the pitstop, brushing your side

Could you feel my heart drop

In the dashboard light

When everything felt right

Just stay right where you are

(I won’t fall for that again)

I want to die in this car

(I'm in love, I’m not your friend)

We were in a taxi, drunk and 19

I can feel the whole world looking at me now

Just stay right where you are

(I won’t fall for that again)

I was such a deadbeat under those sheets

Wrapped you like a blanket how did you handle me?

My self-esteem?

Hate me don’t you dare stop, I’m just a lie

Fumble when my heart drops

I’ll try to justify

We just felt so right

Just stay right where you are

(I won’t fall for that again)

I want to die in this car

(I'm in love, I’m not your friend)

We were in a taxi, drunk and 19

I can feel the whole world looking at me now

Just stay right where you are

(I won’t fall for that again)

Just stay right where you are

(I won’t fall for that again)

I want to die in this car

(I'm in love, I’m not your friend)

I don’t like to say it’s over

‘Cause in my head it never ended

I’m not gonna say it’s over

It’s my truth and I can bend it

We were in the backseat, drunk at 19

I still get the feeling that you’re thinking of me now

I’m never gonna say it’s over

You’re still leaning on my shoulder

Just stay right where you are

(I won’t fall for that again)

I want to die in this car

(I'm in love, I’m not your friend)

We were in a taxi, drunk and 19

I can feel the whole world looking at me now

Just stay right where you are

(I won’t fall for that again)