Some Kind of Heaven - Sleeping At Last

Just little longer now\nShouldn’t be much longer-\nWait, tell me again…\nWhat is this about?\nI’m having trouble sleeping\nI keep thinking my phone’s ringing\nI wake in a panic-\nWhat’s wrong now?\nMy nervous system’s acting up\nI’m worried it’s forever messed up\nNow being awake feels unsafe\nPlease, help me remember\nThe voice of my mother\nReminding me everything’s okay\nShe deeply believed it\nJust a little longer\nEverything will make sense\nBroken things will be remade\nBut what about the meantime?\nHow do I ignore the signs\nThat one day, everything I love will fade?\nI’m too tired to fight\nIn a civil war of faith\nJust a little longer, God knows\nI’m growing impatient, I know\nHow cliche but I need proof\nRadical acceptance\nSure feels like surrender\nBut I’ve still got so much to prove\nI still talk to my mother\nI keep saying I’m sorry\nThe only words that feel like truth\nGod I need to believe\nJust a little longer\nEverything will make sense\nBroken things will be remade\nThat there’s some kind of heaven\nJust around the corner\nAnd all this pain will be replaced\nJust a little longer\nEverything will make sense\nBroken things will be remade\nThere’s some kind of heaven\nJust around the corner\nAnd all this pain will be replaced\nWith unimaginable grace\nWith unimaginable grace\nAfter all, she was usually right