State Of Mine - SHVPES

I can remember

I prefer to forget

I’d rather drown and sink

Than float in regret

Circumnavigate the plate

How did I spend 5 years fishing the bait

Fuck

Is heaven a place or a state of mine

Can I stand on the gates

Overtake the line

Are these demons I face a state of mine

Do I leave it to fate

Or get in line

One step in and i’m bleeding it out

Words fly out without a glimmer of doubt

Morning sickness;

house arrest

Will you bail me out

Beg forgiveness

I can remember

I prefer to forget

Sit back view the world through a vignette

Circumnavigate the plate

How did I spend 5 years fishing the bait

Is heaven a place or a state of mine

Can I stand on the gates

Overtake the line

Are these demons I face a state of mine

Do I leave it to fate

Or get in line

Is heaven a place

Is heaven a place

Or just a state

A state of fucking mine

Well I’ll leave it up to my demons to define

Is heaven a place or state of mine

Your ignorance is evident

Incompetent benevolence

When sniffing is the precedent

Just a medicine for the impediment

Of an arrogance so innocent

Just your benevolent experiment

Identity embezzlement

I’ll delegate my temperament

How could I go wrong

Is heaven a place or a state of mine

Can I stand on the gates

Overtake the line

Are these demons I face a state of mine

Do I leave it to fate

Or get in line