Chapter 12: ME! - Sho Baraka, Theory Hazit, Lee Green

I done fallin' out of pain and addiction

I done shown a lot of help and intervention

Don’t look at me like I’m bad, I just need a little repair

I done seen the devil’s tricks in the night yeah

But I’m tryin' to hold onto the light yeah

Don’t look at me like I’m bad, I just need a little repair

Oh, repair, repair, yes Lord repair, oh repair

Hello everyone I’m a me-aholic

I’ve been sober since about uhh… 9 this mornin'

I know the Lord sees my greed it’s so appalling

I spent my phone money on clothes so I missed my callin'

But my extended adolescence is so stylish

I want Play-Doh, I’m so childish

Sometimes I serve to get an applause

But when they stop the applause I’ma stop serving y’all

My sexual past just brings more scars

I’m tryin' not to compare my wife to porn stars

Cuz unchecked lust can be a cruel thing

I struck out serving my love too many mood swings

I know Jesus the holy and true King

I’m too busy tryin' to make him a cool thing

Uhh… am I sharin' too much?

Will my openness lead another brother to lust?

I know that my accountability sucks

It’s huntin' season for that lust, tell this brother to duck

Doubt whispers in my head that God ain’t real

My flesh just wants an excuse to do what it feels

So guys I just need a little help (little help)

I’m a little tired of worshippin' myself (self)

I know these words may seem strange (seem strange)

But I came here lookin' for some change

I done fallin' out of pain and addiction

I done shown a lot of help and intervention

Don’t look at me like I’m bad, I just need a little repair

I done seen the devil’s tricks in the night yeah

But I’m tryin to hold onto the light

Don’t look at me like I’m bad, I just need a little repair

Oh repair, repair, yes Lord repair, oh repair

Hello everyone I’m a me-aholic

Just finished the dirty deed like Alicia Keys I’m fallin'

And I ain’t tryin' to have nobody stumbling and fallin'

From umm… fill in the blank and thank God nobody saw it

Man I promise I’m so self-conscious

Should I spit it conscious or should I preach the gospel

Would I lose my fans would my next one drop

I wonder if the underground gon' accept me or not

My appearance is everything, I rock a pair of cool J’s

I’m tryin' to lose weight and get buff like Cool-J

And I gotta get that scrill to secure all my feelin’s

Pay all my bills and spoil all my children

That ain’t enough, I need money left over

I’m sick of hand-me-downs and eatin' on leftovers

Man I hate rejection and I lust for your approval

If I confess my sins the church may consider removal

So guys I just need a little help

I’m a little tired of worshippin' myself

I know these words might seem strange

But I came here lookin' for some change (well alright)

I done fallin' out of pain and addiction

I done shown a lot of help and intervention

Don’t look at me like I’m bad, I just need a little repair

I done seen the devil’s tricks in the night yeah

But I’m tryin' to hold onto the light

Don’t look at me like I’m bad, I just need a little repair

Oh repair, repair, yes Lord repair, oh repair