wtf is wrong w me - SHINIGAMI

What the fuck is wrong with me?

I feel like the enemy of myself

I just need some room to breathe

I’m hanging off the edge, think I need help

Think its in my head but I can’t tell

Think its in my head, can’t trust myself

I can’t do this shit like I used to

Really miss the days where it felt brand new

But they’re long gone and its okay

Take a breathe, realize its a new day

I guess, I need to learn to accept change

I know someone out there feels the same

I can’t handle expectations

I have a lot of trouble forming new relations

Why do I make everything so complicated?

I fucking hate it, I fucking hate it

I fucking hate the way my ego inflated

It popped like a balloon, now that shit is deflating

Sometimes, I question if I’m really creative

Sometimes, I just wish I was celebrated

I can’t really listen to your shit 'cause its fabricated

I really live this shit, bitch, I’ve been up since I graduated

Speaking from the heart, none of this has been calculated

Lately, I’ve been having so much trouble with motivation and inspiration

This shit got too saturated

I don’t feel inspired, I just feel overstimulated

I hold myself back, don’t wanna be humiliated

My influence is under-appreciated, understated

I’m so fucking sick of self-medicating

Chemicals that need to be regulated

Scars on my body, I got bruises and lacerations

Be careful what you say, there is implications

Need to stay the fuck up off my phone, I get aggravated and irritated

Booted off the Cobra, I’m activated

Shoutout to my girl, she’s my inspiration

I just wanna let you know, you appreciated

Often times, I’m feeling disassociated

But when I lay in your arms, its alleviated

I could go on but I feel like my point has been clearly demonstrated

I don’t wanna get off on tangents that’s unrelated

What the fuck is wrong with me?

I feel like the enemy of myself

I just need some room to breathe

I’m hanging off the edge, think I need help

Think its in my head but I can’t tell

Think its in my head, can’t trust myself

I can’t do this shit like I used to

Really miss the days where it felt brand new

But they’re long gone and its okay

Take a breathe, realize its a new day

I guess, I need to learn to accept change

I know someone out there feels the same