Retract / Relapse -

Acknowledge everything you have instead of what you don’t

And it takes death to make me realize

Everything I should have priotized

To make me retract and relapse

And I’m sorry for that

I can’t take it back

I can’t help but blame myself inside

These hurtful thoughts mock me every night

The memories of time I’ve lost with you

It’s everything I want, it’s everything I rue

My love for you goes beyond true

And everyday I reminisce

On everything that I constantly miss everyday 3x

Just wanting to know we’re not so far away

Just wanting to know we’ll meet again someday 2x