Calm - Secret Shame

Fight it

Trust in him subsides as

Lying lips bleed rhymes

And confuse themselves

Convince themselves they are

Christ themselves

Compelled to fill the void with dark synthetics

Prescription decisions

Tangible nightmares

Edible night terrors

I see you trying to be a martyr

Let it rest, you’ve done your best, and

You’ve tried your best to be blessed

But you never will be

You never will be

You never will be

Calm me down or I am going to burn up

(As soon as I fit my head round you, you’re gone)

Calm me down or I am going to burn up

(As soon as I absorb you, then you’re gone)

Calm me down or I am going to burn up

(As soon as I betray you, then you’re wrong)

Calm me down or I am going to burn

(As soon as I stop killing myself, you’re gone)

Tell me, when did you become a motherfucker

And how has it served you in life?

Serve you on golden platters

It isn’t abuse if she’s losing her mind

And when the path is dark

All the girls thank you

For choking the life out of them

Come submit to submission

The feminine psyche craves to die by your hand

I’ll convince you myself

Prescription decisions feed the beast that desires

Feed the beast that desires

Fuel the flames of the fires

Calm me down or I am going to burn up

(As soon as I fit my head round you, you’re gone)

Calm me down or I am going to burn up

(As soon as I absorb you, then you’re gone)

Calm me down or I am going to burn up

(As soon as I betray you, then you’re wrong)

Calm me down or I am going to burn

(As soon as I stop killing myself, you’re gone)…

I am going to burn

(you're gone)

I am going to burn

(you're wrong)

I am going to burn up

See it in those eyes

(you're gone)

Burn up

See it in those eyes

(you're wrong)

Burn up

See it in those eyes

(you're gone)

Gouge your mind, gouge your mind

And burn up, gouge your mind

Gouge your mind or I am going to

Burn up, gouge your mind

Gouge your mind, or I am going to

Burn up, gouge your mind

Gouge your mind, or I am going to

Burn up

Gouge your mind

Calm me down or I am going to burn