Equanimity -

I Remember

Waking to the echo chamber

White piercing noise, internal

A deafening silence

Caused by an inner crisis

My heartbeats feels ever so lifeless

Stages of grief

Surges skin

My Spirit now becomes thin

(These)

Tunnel visions Where I cannot leave

My body betrays me

I’m begging for release

Just let me b

Pulse pounding

Melting surface

Th mind cries

As I try to convalesce

To My

Equanimity

Seizes my reality

Return me to who I was

A battle yet not lost

To My

Equanimity

Seizes my reality

Shadows tighten at my chest

Of what remains it now infests

Once asleep, I cannot breathe

(Beneath)

Bleeding me so deep complete

Their tower of babel metamorphoses this dichotomy

It seems we are more human than ever

When we are most vulnerable

Blood pumping unprocessed

(It)

Murders within when I’m at my best

To My

Equanimity

Seizes my reality

Return me to who I was

A battle yet not lost

To My

Equanimity

Seizes my reality

Shadows tighten at my chest

Of what remains it now infests

May we dream away

To dwell in realm of this better day

One step closer To serenity

But its growing into my own entity

I am part of you

The one that followed through

You cannot break me

You cannot shake me

I am part of you

Return me to who I was

Ignorance is bliss

And knowledge Is might

As is agony, reflecting detecting

Into Equanimity

A choke hold on my thoughts

Incubation left to rot

Peel my skin, Anxiety derails

New blood flows into once dead dried veins

Claws at my soul now I break these burning chains

Now spread my wings free of what was my weak remains