Ain't That Something - Scotty Sire

Sometimes distant memories

Of the way I used to be

Come back around

Ain’t that something

I’ve done plenty I regret

Said things I wish I’d never said

Dumb shit I wish I could forget

So I can put my mind to rest

But every now and then

Thoughts from way-back-when

Get inside my head again and again so I’m

Looking back at the way I used to be

I’m surprised that I’m still here

I look back at the younger me when the future was so unclear

I’m just surprised I survived

So many dumb sleepless nights

But I am still alive

Ain’t that something

Who’s gonna stop me from harming myself

When I push away everyone offerin' help

Am I okay?

Yeah, I’m fine

I’m just trying to have a good time

Not a worry in the world

Wake up, go to work, get paid, get drunk, go party, get the girl,

get fucked and have a couple Advil in the morning

Life sucks but it wasn’t boring

And then the cycle of acting like a psycho (Where did this time go?)

Even though those days were a blast

I was going nowhere fast

Had to leave those times in the past

Or else I wouldn’t last

Long nights, bar fights, drunk fights

Cop cars, back seats, and spinning lights

Been a whole year drunk and I can’t top that

So now when I’m looking back

I’m just surprised I survived

So many dumb sleepless nights

But I am still alive

Ain’t that something

I’m just surprised I survived

So many dumb sleepless nights

But I am still alive

Ain’t that something

People make mistakes

Tough shit come to turns with the fact that life’s a bitch

I’m not proud of my past but look at my now

I dug my own grave and then climbed my way out

And when you’re at the lowest of lows

There’s something you need to know

No life is good for nothing

You’re still alive, ain’t that something

I’m just surprised I survived

So many dumb sleepless nights

But I am still alive

Ain’t that something

Woah, woah, I’m still alive