Control - Sarea

And so I wake up

Believing my own head

Is now against me

The words that passed my lips

Were never meant

For you to hear

And now I’m sorry

I’ve said enough

I’ve lost control

Again

Will it ever stop?

Can I find a place

Where I control myself?

Is it over now?

Do I have what it takes

To be in control?

I’ve made it clear

I need to help myself

Before I try to mend you

This is real, my vision is nothing

Action speak louder than words

I hate my normal state

My incoherent distorted face

Incomplete

My head is filled with thoughts

I need to speak

I’ve said enough

I’ve lost control again