Here I Go - Sam Ock, Gemini

Here I go, far away

I’ll keep running in this race

From my sin & from my shame

I’m renewed, I’m not the same

And i won’t, won’t look back

‘cause Your grace keeps me on track

My song will never cease

For in You I am free!

Ever before?

yea, I need it more than that

My lifestyle’s a backpack, tattered and black

It’s wack… I mean it’s like I’m hiding all the ugly bits

Only showing new kicks, they ain’t even the half of it

I’m mastering the art of plastering with white wash

The pastor tells me that it’s legalism and i’m lost

You’re right… I’m circling around the sin and shame

It’s hard to see the white with a canvas full of stains

But the rain already came, the gavel already fell

The savior of the world took it all on himself

To show me that my struggle’s already won

The gun was unloaded on the perfect one, the son of man

I know in my weakness or fickle heart

Everyday I’m given a new life, a new start

‘cause i know my inheritance isn’t from here

So watch me run to the future, without fear!

Here I go, far away

I’ll keep running in this race

From my sin & from my shame

I’m renewed, I’m not the same

And i won’t, won’t look back

‘cause Your grace keeps me on track

My song will never cease

For in You I am free!

Every time it feels the same to me

You tell me I’m loved, You tell me i’m free

(but i do not feel it)

And i know the crutch is my own helpless state

Of my own refusal to take Your grace

I’ll keep no confidence in what i do

I’ve known that you know me right through and through

And i will now abandon my own throne

To run to the light, won’t you watch me go