Ruby Wand - Sad13

Diagnosed with O.C.D.

today

Somebody take my metal away

I just dive in to my skin

Looking for proof I’m okay

It’s the first time someone I slept with passed

Half a decade since we spoke last

I can’t stop searching for his name

As if I wouldn’t do things the same

Magic hour burning by my side

I make the bed

It’s somewhere to lie

Holding a ruby in my hand

One thing in my command

I need control

Just afloat, but treading all along