Busy - SABA

I’m so alone

But all of my friends

But all of my friends, got some shit to do, yeah

All of 'em got plans, I call 'em up, «my bad,» and text 'em

They never cross me like bad pedestrians

I’ve been this awkward since adolescence

I don’t how long I had depression

Never no peer-pressure, I’m tryna' get my little pecker

Off in some girl I call my BFF, that ain’t no secret kept

I fucked then told my cousin, I’m broke, I wasn’t buzzin'

I tried to hit a few years, she wasn’t budgin'

I’m bogus, left my girl for some shawty

Surely deservin' of all this lonely

You sad, tell me, how are you sad

You got all of these friends, you got all of these fans

I ain’t trust nobody new since 2012, I ain’t let nobody in

Jesus got killed for our sins, Walter got killed for a coat

I’m tryna' cope, but it’s a part of me gone and apparently I’m alone

I’m havin' a busy day, I’ll hit you back right away

I seen that skies were grey, I hope to God you’re safe

I’m havin' a busy day, I’ll hit you back right away

I seen that skies were grey, I hope to God you’re safe

I’m so alone

Just me and my girl, she leave me for work

Then leave me for school

She finally home, I leave her for tour

FaceTimin' nudity, yeah

All of this new to me, yeah

All of the infidelity when I was 17

Been catchin' up, I still feel like she catch me cheatin'

Niggas askin' me how tour was

Knowin' I been home like 2 months

And I seen your ass like 2 times

They just small-talk like too damn no time, social interaction

Have female friends I found attractive

I tried to fuck, but I am no savage

Now we don’t speak, we just walk past

If my past could talk, it’d probably reply to the missed calls after all

'Cause the friendships that I can’t recall

Done turned my heart into camouflage

While the guys I used to play basketball with

Doin' shit that I can’t endorse

Now with the Lord, now it really pours down

Was alone then, still alone now

I’m havin' a busy day, I’ll hit you back right away

I seen that skies were grey, I hope to God you’re safe

I’m havin' a busy day, I’ll hit you back right away

I seen that skies were grey, I hope to God you’re safe