Carnations - Rothstein, teddybear

You’ll miss this burning summer

You’ll miss unlearning numbers

You’ll miss the smell of ocean air

You’ll miss this salty stillness

You’ll miss the faults and bridges

You’ll miss the absence of a care

I’ll miss your foolish laughter

I’ll miss just cooling after

I’ll miss assuming you’ll be there

I’ll miss your broken beauty

I’ll miss your token ruby

I’ll miss the jewelry in your hair

I am a taurus

Stubborn and warm

Hot is my anchor

Rubber my horns

Carbon and water

That’s all we are

But you were a galaxy to me I counted the stars

Baby where you been, where you at, where you going

Baby are you in, are you out, are you floating

Maybe we can chill when the summer is over

I know we won’t

I’ll miss fucking myself up

To hit my bed at night 'cause

I’ll never sleep as good as then

You’ll miss this burning summer

You’ll miss swerving my number

You’ll miss complaining I still care

Know when I’m home

If I’m still growing out my hair

If I’m still living in the past

And I’m still tryna meet you there

I’m doing okay on my own

Out here looking for your clone

I’ve found who I really should be with

And I used to like knowing you don’t know

You’ll miss this frozen water

I feel you growing farther

I don’t know when, I don’t know where-

Maybe I’ll see you again