Repulse -

Getting picked apart by randoms on

Their glass and plastic covered

Silicon interfaces

Attention span like a squirrel

Doing spins on a tree to avoid

Any contact of other faces

I used to pick my mind apart

Until I dug too deep and found my heart

Pumping the wrong liquids

Like an addicted man to his weakness

Causing many afflictions

Yet so tolerant to the meekness

I was staring into empty-ness

Ceaselessly, aimlessly

I fire it up without any decency

Chilling like we villains cause we villains

Not trying to follow all these conditions

Mother fuckers dying before we even killing ‘em

So don’t come around trying to create coalitions cause I’m not

Fucking with you unless you got the passion and ration

They hear these words they dashing, crashing back to their old lives in a flash

They out here

Playing with their yarn

Whilst I’m out catching the mice

Fangs in deep blood spraying

Get the salts and the spice cause-

Myself and I don’t have time for self-loathing

I myself am not one for expensive clothing for the temporary fix

Upon the brains chemical mix

First chapter of the oldest book of tricks

I read it all and burnt every fucking list

Of rules I spent studying since the midst

Of my existence

Curb stomp on your head top

Take the fucking the crown

Blood falling like a raindrop

Stain on the chain make you frown like a sweatshop

Out the window into the net

Get robbed

East side but I’d rather not define the style

One bullet two minds

Got 'em floating down the Nile

Pollution undisputed these sounds are fucking vile

So swim into it and drink the water

Cause trust me I won’t stop ya'

But they don’t get it.

This is a complex: I rip apart every ego-trip

I part away from the context

I tell them my dreams and all they’re telling me it’s nonsense

While I’m writing thousands of words like a multi-order process

And I just haven’t stopped seeing the signs

Isolate

Counterfeit

Attitude like a pacifist

Shout out to my deviants

Lacking all ingredients

Just trying to feel free again

Born alone die alone

Don’t know what to call their home

What have you gained from one second to another?

I don’t think you see the vision I’m trying to uncover

But maybe I need to go blind

Not a second to go by

Without a sigh

Hide behind your masquerade lies

Fall into the cascade ‘til your body starts to rise