Used To Be - Redemption

I don’t know how to finish what’s begun

Or how long I might wonder if it’s done

Windows open when the doors are all closed

But if you step through them, you might forget the way back home

I was drawn, I was taken over Rubicons

All the while never realized I was gone

Windows opened when the doors were all closed

I stepped through and now I forget the way back home

Someone introduce me to the man I used to be

I can feel him struggling deep inside of me

I swear if it takes me until my dying day

That somehow I will find my way again

I have faltered, I have sacrificed, everything I once held dear

Windows opened when the doors were all closed

I stepped through them and lost my way

Somehow I know I’ll be back again — I know I can save myself

I will find I’m back again

The man I used to be

I will

Find I’m reconciled with what I’ve hoped to be

I’ll build a bridge to what I’ve lost and I will find my way

Back home again