Forever Don't Last - Raz Simone

It’s crazy

I ain’t even recorded a song in months

Just been going through it

I don’t know if I can stomach the shit that I’m going through

I just lost a couple bros to the streets that I’m deep in too

Gotta watch the way I talk on the phone always

And my girl don’t get it, snitching on the low on me

Got a son to feed, that lil' youngin' look up to me

They tryna starve me, gotta put all my enemies under feet

Hurricane in my DNA undefeated, got thunder teeth

I was made in Vegas, pops is from the D, I’m from the sea

I remember having hunger pains, we all lived on the street

We would listen to the songs I made focusing on our dreams

Told my team we would make it out, long as we just believed

Few of my people is still down, most of 'em left in disbelief

Lack of patience, lack of self control, lackin' the loyalty

In the court they makin' jesters and laughin' at royalty

This is my life, this ain’t a game, I been sparin' y’all from the flame

How you my wife but when it rain you rethinking the vows you made?

Forever don’t last as long as it used to

All the wrongs I’m getting used to

All of the lies, I can’t tell who’s true

You lie to me so you think I do it too

Forever don’t last as long as it used to

All the wrongs I’m getting used to

All of the lies, I can’t tell who’s true

You lie to me so you think I do it too

I been off at war, fighting bullets with my hands and swords

I know that mental illness is a sickness, I don’t have a cure

But I’m lookin' for it, PTSD is all around me

You see my smile but look deep through the tracks, take another look

I’d be lying to you right now if I said I wasn’t shook

My mama say she worried 'bout me, she textin' if I’m okay

Grandma say if I don’t change soon then the Lord is gonna spank

I wanna run away at times I can’t handle another weight

They say that love is patient, love is kind

What I seen, love is pain

Then if that threshold gets fucked there’s a thin line between love and hate

But you won’t feel the beauty if you don’t ever get it unafraid

My girl goes crazy when she gets angry, says shit she shouldn’t say

That lights a dark spot in my heart where people have given me hate

Then I don’t trust it at all but I have hope so then it fucks it all

Then I believe in these people that secretly pray I fuckin' fall

I don’t understand how they can do the things they do but fuck 'em all

Forever don’t last as long as it used to

All the wrongs I’m getting used to

All of the lies, I can’t tell who’s true

You lie to me so you think I do it too

Forever don’t last as long as it used to

All the wrongs I’m getting used to

All of the lies, I can’t tell who’s true

You lie to me so you think I do it too