Crazy On My Mind - Ramson Badbonez, Brad Strut

Cos it stays crazy on my mind

Crazy on my mind, uh oh

(Verse 1 — Ramson Badbonez)

Crazy on my mind like paying bills

I wanna sit back and jam so that my brain can chill

But I ain’t sure where I’m getting my next meal

When my stomach’s rumbling — that’s when it gets real

When I’m feeling trapped like the average lab rat

Dreaming of the high life, money and fat stacks

Memories and flashbacks, what does the future hold?

Will I be alive by the time my yoot is grown?

The streets is an ill battlefield

Things dun changed

They don’t face around the way, big guns blaze

Sometimes my mind winds back to my younger days

Jamming on estates turned me into a tear away

Now I’m just stressed out, left with a dead frown

When my family labeled me as a let-down

My mind is a temple and my eyes are the peepholes

Lost in weed smoke, bro I need to achieve goals

‘Cos it stays

Crazy on my mind, uh oh

All day every day it’s a shame

Crazy on my mind, uh oh

I’m going clinically insane

‘Cos it stays

(Verse 2 — Brad Strut)

Crazy on my mind like a padded cell

Sittin' with a pen and spliff drawing a parallel

Cause you know it’s paining me to live in the present day

Looking for a plane to jet, I gotta get away

I ain’t after better pay, money or cheap thrills

I only want the inner peace, F all that keep real

Living with the people, after the equal

We’re treated like a sequel while acting deceitful

I wallow in the picture, checking the negatives

Living off the benefits, avoiding the derelicts

Cause all that talk is rhetoric, kid this is no joke

It’s either rob and hustle, get a job or you go broke

Living in the bustle with the muscle and bagman

So caught up in the struggle, how the fuck will this pan?

Thinking to myself this is more than a bad dream

Humanity is busting ever rushing to have things

Acquire the materials, keeping up with the Jones'

A white picket fence, part the sea like I’m Moses

Hard to see the psychosis, hypocrisy approaches

And obviously it serves you what you need in a dosage

A comedy of errors in the era of end times

Apocalyptic rocket ships storing the enzymes

I hit you with that honest spit as long as I’ve got the piff

It’s something that you gotta get so play it back ten times

Cause it’s staying

Crazy on my mind, uh oh

All day every day it’s a shame

Crazy on my mind, uh oh

I’m going clinically insane

(Verse 3 — Ramson Badbonez)

Crazy on my mind in deep thought

Mood swings fling me up and down like a seesaw

Why is every city kid speaking that street talk?

Illin' what the fuck are you looking at me for?

Living in a place filled with hate — got no love

Seeing brother slaying brother, killing in cold blood

Rather with my baby mother watching my seed learn

With no team work we move around like sheep herds

Now is the time to be in touch with the history

Riddled mysteries like what does religion mean?

Is there even light at the end of the tunnel?

Shall I get a job or is it better to hustle?

Is there really aliens, spirits and ghosts

UFOs and black holes or is it a hoax?

The mind plays tricks like the kids that blaze sticks

At this point in time, blood I don’t need to say shit

‘Cos it stays

Crazy on my mind, uh oh

All day every day it’s a shame

Crazy on my mind, uh oh

I’m going clinically insane

‘Cos it stays