Party Fear - Raleigh Ritchie

I get headaches all the time

I rain tears and let them dry

Are there medics standing by?

Okay, bye

I don’t know why I am like this

Honestly, I really try

It’s just the words don’t reach my mind

Do you ever feel stuck

Stuck in the middle of your life?

Wondering, will it be alright?

Isn’t the moon so very bright tonight?

Oh, fuck

Maybe I suck

Maybe I’m bad luck

Do you feel stuck with me?

I’m sorry, I can’t do this stuff

Can we be clear?

I get party fear

I get anxious drinking beer

I can’t do it (I'll get through it)

I don’t want to be here

I wish I could disappear

Dig a hole and climb into it (I'll get through it)

I’m

Into all the things you like

You talk first and I’ll reply

We’ll just stand here otherwise

Okay, fine

I missed everything you said

I’ve been trapped inside my head

Wishing I was in my bed

Oh, fuck

Maybe I suck

Maybe I’m bad luck

Do you feel stuck with me?

I’m sorry, I can’t do this stuff

Can we be clear?

I get party fear

I get anxious drinking beer

I can’t do it (I'll get through it)

I don’t want to be here

I wish I could disappear

Dig a hole and climb into it (I'll get through it)

I don’t feel good, I don’t feel right

I don’t wanna talk, I don’t feel like it

And my brain hurts, and my chest’s tied

I don’t like fun when it’s organised

Don’t wanna socialize, I feel shit

So I sit with a cat I hate and stroke it

I fuckin' hate this cat, in fact

Cat, get the fuck back

Get another drink, stand by the sink

Eat pretzels, have another drink

Till I’m numbed out, bummed out

Hotshots over there on a come down

I wish I never came, there’s only me to blame

I’ll be back next weekend, same same

I don’t know why I’m this way

Can we be clear?

I get party fear

I get anxious drinking beer

I can’t do it (I'll get through it)

I don’t want to be here

I wish I could disappear

Dig a hole and climb into it (I'll get through it)

Breathe