Runaway - Problematic

I seen the sunshine I lived through the rain

I fell in love had my heart ripped again

I learned to trust, went behind my back

So I had to let go now none remain

I guess its all my fault I’m the one to blame

Its the same damn song on repeat I think

The pressure bout to unfold, I’ve been in a dark hole

Fighting with this anchor and I’m about to sink

I’m damaged I can never manage

I just wanna leave this world right now, vanish, panic

Every single night can’t stand it, damn it

Anything in life not handed, planned it

Run from my problems cause my thoughts are twisted

I asked for this shit now I’m going ballistic

When I have a bad day and I need to vent

Ill be in my own zone with a pad and a pen

I just wanna be alone leave this place

I just wanna be alone numb the pain

I just wanna be alone leave this place

Numb the pain, runaway, runaway, runaway

Run, run, runaway I wanna runaway

Run, run, runaway I wanna runaway

Some things inside my head that I can’t explain

Lately I’ve been numb, numb to all the pain

Run, run, runaway

How come I can never find the words to say?

Why is it that I am always filled with rage?

Left without an answer so to god I pray

I ain’t gotta plan b if it fails I flop

But the hunger drives me so no sign to stop

Lies more lies they keep feeding my head

So I’m moving solo on my way to the top

A horror flick not a happy ending

And honestly I don’t wanna play this part

Have zero friends barely hanging on

Is this suicidal note ever gonna depart?

My father left me, feeling empty

But it made me stronger, your ass is petty

When I make it big then I know you’ll envy

It’s too late damn drop bombs I’m ready

I just wanna be alone leave this place

I just wanna be alone numb the pain

I just wanna be alone leave this place

Numb the pain, runaway, runaway, runaway

Run, run, runaway I wanna runaway

Run, run, runaway I wanna runaway

Some things inside my head that I can’t explain

Lately I’ve been numb, numb to all the pain

Doing this shit is what I live for

Moving towards the path I’m looking for

Everybody’s gone when it’s time to eat

But I see the future like its right in the backseat

I know that I have tried, no friends I cut those ties

This is a long damn ride, reaching for the gear but it stays in drive

I try to make a change, I tried to stay in my lane

I try to go the right way but I just keep on…

Run, run, runaway I wanna runaway

Run, run, runaway I wanna runaway

Some things inside my head that I can’t explain

Lately I’ve been numb, numb to all the pain

Run, run, runaway I wanna runaway

Run, run, runaway I wanna runaway

Some things inside my head that I can’t explain

Lately I’ve been numb, numb to all the pain