One Last Time - Problematic

I don’t intend to make things right

But whenever you come around

I’m feeling like the keys of life

Can you take me, take me away from this

Take me away from this mess

I greeted

If we change back time to do things right

One last time

Don’t need to say a prayer for me when I cry

When I need somebody most they just run and hide

Remember growing up it was all scars and lies

But I became a better person from the toughest times

If I could go back once I would say goodbye

Nothing lasts forever only death is promised

I distanced everybody that loved me most

I was going through some shit now I’m paying homage

I was homeless, jobless, lost without options

Then I found a girl that solved my problems

She my Lois Lane I’m her Superman

Now it’s us against the world nobody can stop us

Won’t fade away through the darkest days

Had suicidal thoughts but it’s not the way

I’m put her for a purpose cause my dream awaits

I’m not saying that I’m perfect we all make mistakes

I have a confession I suffer manic depression

I got up in the guilt I was turning aggressive

A blank look up on my face you won’t see no expression

I had to over come my fears now I’m showing progression

My insecurities got the best of me

A life filled with hatred and tons of jealousy

My heart was cold no sense of empathy

Writing til I’m numb this road’s my destiny

I don’t intend to make things right

But whenever you come around

I’m feeling like the keys of life

Can you take me, take me away from this

Take me away from this mess

I greeted

If we change back time to do things right

One last time

Over 3 years homie since you left this earth

I know you in a better place looking down from the heavens

God taking from us without no explanation

This is 25 to life and I’m serving my sentence

And my girl now I’m surprised she ain’t left to

A lot has changed since the first day that I met you

The ugliness inside I ain’t even the same dude

The past don’t change can’t forget what we been through

Lord please help I keep searching for a sign

It’s a dark scary road I’ve been down so many times

But I know I got potential and my dreams are on the line

Doing what they said I couldn’t now they see me on the rise

I’m scared of trying, I’m scared of dying

I’m scared of fame when failure’s all that I know

Psychologically I’m the one to blame

Every friend I ever made always turned to a foe

These voices in my head won’t leave me alone

You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone can’t take anymore

I wanna blow my fucking brains out I’m tired of living

But can’t stop with the vision cause I’m on a mission

Cause a wise man walks a journey on his own

But a weak man always found within a crowd

All I need is a beat and a pair of headphones

Good times I’ll rejoice and make em' all proud

I don’t intend to make things right

But whenever you come around

I’m feeling like the keys of life

Can you take me, take me away from this

Take me away from this mess

I greeted

If we change back time to do things right

One last time