Starbelly - Pig Destroyer

Dear everything

Today I witnessed a crucifixion in pink and lavender and gold

I’ve heard people say that beauty is in details

But I don’t think they have ever seen you

There were mortal wounds inflicted on the sky

And incriminating blue stains on my shirt

The shirt you bought for me

Christ it hurts

Like stars in my belly going supernova

I feel like a zombie that refuses to live

Haunting the junkyards and cutting myself on scraps of you

The other day I masturbated to pictures of you at your birthday party

They were the only ones I still had

It felt so wrong, just like my life

I hope I’m dead by the time you read this.

I love you