When It's Over - Phora, Tiffany Evans

Yeah

It’s been a while since I spoke to you, everything seems different now

I’m tryna focus, you’ve been out of frame, but it’s crazy how I see the picture

now

It’s been a while since you’ve been around, me, I finally put the liquor down

Crazy how life is bittersweet, 'cause my grandpa is gettin' sicker now

Yeah, I’ve been tryin' not to lose touch, but all this stress is just too much

When I was young, it was me and him ridin' 'round the city just the two of us

Wish I spent more time with him, all the times that I held back

All this money in my bank account, but there ain’t a way to buy health back

See, back then we was close, then I lost who I was

Gettin' close to my dreams, but further from who I love

What’s meant to be is just meant to be, I don’t think we could change that

I ain’t sayin' I regret it now, I just wish I had them days back

And that’s real

Does it hurt to think of me?

(think of me)

Wishin' your heart still belonged to me, yeah

'Cause when I close my eyes I’ll be searching for you (searching for you)

Thinkin' of the ways I’ve been hurtin' for you (hurtin' for you)

I’ll be here if you come look for me (look for me)

Yeah

It’s been a while since I spoke to you, both of us gettin' older now

Life is movin' so fast for me, I just wish I had a way to slow it down

Wish I wasn’t scared to open up, 'cause I ain’t talked to my dad still

But he’s stubborn though, that’s where I get it from, he drinks Hennessy with

his Advil

Everyone say I’m just like him;

we smile hard and we hide tears

Even though I’ve seen him last month, I ain’t seen my dad in like five years

And that gets to me, heart’s heavy, I just can’t adjust to these changes

Lost some people that was closest to me, now I’m losin' all of my patience

Ex girls say they still love me, old friends just come and go

Really I’ve been tryna move on, but I’m too afraid to end up alone

Too afraid to give my love, 'cause I’m too afraid I won’t feel love

And I’m too afraid that I’ll find love just to find out it’s not real love

I got so many trust issues, wish I was there to uplift you

And even though we ain’t close now, it’s difficult to not miss you

But I wonder what you say to people when they speak about me

I know we both went our separate ways, I just wonder if you still think about me

That’s real

Does it hurt to think of me?

(think of me)

Wishin' your heart still belonged to me (still belonged to me)

'Cause when I close my eyes I’ll be searching for you (I'll think of you)

Thinkin' of the ways I’ve been hurtin' for you (of you)

I’ll be here if you come look for me (if you come looking for me)

If you come looking for me

If you come looking for me

Yeah, yeah, yeah

(If you come looking for me

If you come looking for me

Yeah, yeah, yeah)