Lonely Nights - PapiTHBK

Lonely

Never listen to niggas who try to control me

Reminiscing the times you would actually call me

And you’d tell me you love me, I need someone to hold me

Swear I’ve been acting crazy my nigga

Nothing faze me my nigga

I keep numb with the liquor

If I can taste my soul comin' out of my body, it’s bitter

I fill them to the point I can only see pain

I’m sick and tired of waiting to see if things change

Can’t love, hot, cold it’s a freeze frame

What used to feel like a massacre is a beasting

All the talks behind my back are getting lame

Proud of what I’ve accomplished but slowly becoming shamed

I’m limited to this brain

Even if you poppin' you limited to the games

I can’t trust a soul for the benefits that they claim

Trust another person with secrets is now insane

I wish that someone would pray

What about you, yeah

Said I’m so lost for solo

What about you, yeah

Yeah, yeah, uh

Yeah, yeah, yeah, uh

Tellin' you I’m ready nigga if you ready, uh

I don’t feel no nervouses inside my belly, uh

Used to feel it in my like I went to Deli, uh

Body getting stronger but my heart is heavy, uh

Gotta keep a secret now these niggas jelly, uh

Murcing our position like a missionary, uh

Yeah, that’s it

Hah