Denial - Ouija Macc

I don’t know

I don’t fuccin know

I would cry myself to sleep if I could keep my eyelids closed

Oh my heart is dead and now my chest is haunted by its ghost

Bitches got they claws all over my body playing tug-of-war

Fucc em though

Sicc and tired of struggling watching em fighting to find my soul

That tire (?) of smoke escaped my carcass years ago

These creatures feeding on the sorrow of a juggalo

My life done flashed before my eyes I lost my memory ago

Lil' lo

Learning how to tie the rope

Can’t get lessons from mistakes if I’m repressing them to cope

Giving a fucc about all of my therapist and what these bitches be thinking they

know

I feel nothing suicide note

Empty in my life oooh

Knoccin' on heavens door

Ain’t nobody answering

Sitting here all alone

Heaven won’t let me in

Calling God on the phone

No, he ain’t answering

Where am I suppose to go

Heaven won’t let me in

I don’t know

I don’t think I care

Not a single prayer I’ve ever said has got me anywhere

All I got is motherfuccas plotting on me everywhere

I don’t think its fair

So I clean my carbon and I clean the air yeah

Ima get my money and make sure my kids is straight

These bustas gon' do what the built to do and that is hate

They imitate

I do my fuccin thing

My purposed fate

Im following my goals

My destiny is right in front of me aye

The streets done made a savage out of me ever since a little kid I said that

shit on Family

Straight out of naked city out the muthafuccin' gate

For my killaz round the way

Fucc my haters by the way

Ayyy

I ain’t never say a fuccin thing that I don’t mean

I ain’t never ran from nothing (?)

And fucc what anybody saying about a G

How can God forgive the shit I did up in these streets

Knoccin' on heavens door

Ain’t nobody answering

Sitting here all alone

Heaven won’t let me in

Calling God on the phone

No, he ain’t answering

Where am I suppose to go

Heaven won’t let me in (x2)

I played the hand that I was dealt and tried to fill the plates

I was just too busy trying to survive this world you helped create

And how many times can you watch me fuccin break after fuccin break,

break the fuccin mirror when I see my face

God I leave this place muthafucca aye

Fucc it I dont wanna be in this motherfucca anyway