Chameleon - Orphanage

You’re hiding behind the face of your victims

An imitation of the ones you killed

Afraid…

To see yourself in the mirror (the mirror lies!)

Afraid…

To be yourself in real life

Bastard!

Coward!

I’ve blackened my inner self of innocence

And it’s tearing my soul apart

I’m abused

Misused

Confused

And I died (mentally!)

Am I what you call insane?

My mind decayed with hate, I lost my common sense

Thus cannot tell right from wrong

Revenge!

To avenge with a relentless killing spree!

I cannot be saved no more…

This childhood of mine betrayed

My sanity fades away while sowing my seeds of hate

Now tell me who’s to blame!

I’m afraid to be

And afraid to see, to live my life as myself, so a

Chameleon of life I’ll be!

I’ll escape and be someone else!

Memories from the past keep haunting me

All visions of guilt and shame that will make me cry

Even make me kill…

And hide my face from you!

Afraid…

To see yourself in the mirror

It lies…

It defies…

To unleash your demise