I Summon Thee, Oh Father / Death Embrace Me - Ophthalamia

I sit in loneliness and watch the meaning of my past

It dances and twitches then it lays down and dies

I see the morning sky tremble and then it open and begin to cry

As night falls and darkness fills my room… whispering thoughts haunt

Me

My candle burns low

Can I find my fate?

Can I be one with my desire?

The perchment of my future burns fast and I burn myself

Badly in my futile attempt to save it

The black blood of my heart weeps, in every tear a part of myself

I have features of youth but a soul of age

Why can’t I see the web of lies my life is based upon so I can cut

Them

And become one with the sky?

I long for the harmony… the peace

Within me

I wish to see myself in the burning light of truth and no longer be a

Victim of hate

I search for the purity in me… I search in my blood…

I open my vein to see what ever it may be

And as the red rivers of my life flow from its tunnels and caves…

I see lies and falseness die

I’m fading away, drowing in a thick mist of burning ice

I’m showered in the blood of dying hate and I feel pure

I’m taken to the breast of my truth and I’m reborn