Broken Down - Ollie

Broken down, I’m losing all my strength, hopeless now

I can’t pretend I’m okay, constant hell

I wish I could move on from all this pain, broken down

I’m feeling broken, like no one hears a single word I’ve ever spoken

An all these voices in my head are now awoken

Why is it that everything I touch just starts eroding

Fuck it no that ain’t true, tell me its all a lie

Tell me I’m giving purpose to someone before I die

Tell me whatever happened to it doesn’t hurt to try

Why do I feel pain for simply being alive, everyday I’m confused

Everyday is a fight, falling deeper with time

I’m slowly losing the light, really wish I was normal, not faking I’m alright

I really wish I was normal, not faking I’m alright

Sit alone in my room, just barely getting along

Sometimes I start to question who would care if I was gone

Maybe only my family, dad, brother an mom

While I’m still alive an breathing someone prove to me I’m wrong

Broken down, I’m losing all my strength, hopeless now

I can’t pretend I’m okay, constant hell

I wish I could move on from all this pain, broken down

Why does this feel like a confession

Like I’ve let somebody down for struggling with depression

How can I save me from myself, my own mind is weapon

That I battle everyday while staring at my reflection

I keep all of this hid, probably why its builds up

Put on a fake smile but inside my body is cut

All I ever really wanted in this life was some love

All I ever really wanted in this life was some love

But I push it away, sometimes my life is too much

And that don’t make any sense but somehow writing is does

I’m growing weak in my body, think I got no one to trust

So whats the point in me trying, when trying’s leaving me stuck

Do I deserve all the blame, does anyone feel the same

Why do I keep on breaking down over an over again

Start to wonder to myself if this is ever going end

Is this ever going end, cause I’m

Broken down, I’m losing all my strength, hopeless now

I can’t pretend I’m okay, constant hell

I wish I could move on from all this pain, broken down

Broken down, I’m losing all my strength, hopeless now

I can’t pretend I’m okay, constant hell

I wish I could move on from all this pain, broken down