Tremblor of Void - Of Montreal

I listened to «I Walked"in the Père Lachaise

Started crying uncontrollably

Sometimes it is just too much, the pain of futility

It’s just too much

Crouched down, hiding between tombs

Hiding my face

Sufjan’s voice forcing me to feel

What I thought I was through with

Feeling anymore

There’s too much that I haven’t dealt with

Though there’s really nothing I can say

Can’t say it to myself to change anything

Self-knowledge is useless

When you needed me, I abandoned you

There’s no point in me painting it otherwise

I was drowning and so pathetic

Just wanted to be alone

I had to be there and

Just watch you suffer

And like an automaton I’d pat your head

All along I knew you needed someone better

That I should just fuck off

I suppose you’ve got your great revenge

I’m drunk and alone and you

You’re with him

And you both seem happy

You both seem happy

Aren’t you both happy?

I want you to be

I have it punishing my ears

Still I can’t get it out enough

I can’t front some air of oblivion

I want to be absorbed in the sound

Though there is no escape for me