Insomnia - Odium

Over and under

But still held on to my dependence

You can always sense my sins

And carry out my sentence

It ends tonight

This battles' almost lost

Some demons never die

So keep them at bay will have to be enough

Fetal, writhe

I’m not looking above

It’s 3 a.

m again

I’ve lost my faith

In government and god

I’ve searched for a message

I’ve prayed for a cure

Found nothing but questions

In the space between their words

The fact you never gave up

May have to be enough

I’ve lost as much as I’ve found

What do I have now?

Don’t hold your breathe

For an apology

I’ve done the best I can since then

So what the fuck do you want from me?

You’re the bliss

You are the parasite

You are the love I can’t accept

They are sterile

But they are far from

Pure on the inside

They are the dirtiest of a all

They hide behind their walls

And tell you, you are nothing

I’ve searched for a message

I’ve prayed for a cure

Found nothing but questions

In the space between their words

Pretending

Painting self portraits

Something indulgent

A little less real

Show them a handful of faces

And none of them will ever be mine

The fact you never gave up

May have to be enough

I’ve lost as much as I’ve found

What do I have now?

Are you pure?

Are you pure on the inside?