I'm Scared - Oddisee, Seba Kaapstad

I’m scared

It feels the peace of mind I’m searching for is nothing quite short of rare

The uncertainty is certainly something I wish unheard of

‘Cause this rabbit hole I’m falling into is none of my affair

Lords prayer, my judgement’s crowded by the things I fear

So…

I’m scared

I feel so alone, like the first day of school no fair

The other kids have it all together, I’m pulling my hair, oh no

I’m unprepared, oh no

Lords prayer, for strength in these times ‘cause without it

I’m scared

So faded, motivated, use to making, du with less

Signed seald delivered, post dated, future waiting, go chase it

Who confess to what eludes your rest

Is truly sure to best any soul gated

See advantage in the panic let happen

Corner backed in probably made of mesh

Made of flesh but I’m gold plated

Make maneuvers that will move a whole status

From a foes hatred to newer jest

Share a laugh aloud with any fractured brow

Until we soon forget what we were mad about

Acting out is just a flash of doubt it’s what we do to press to keep the damage

drowned

But it ballons unless you seek an action now

Seeping through the depths who knew a test was in form of fear

Former years I wish I knew let, instead I formed a field to keep a standing

ground

Acting proud is not the same being, see it now that I just evading reason

Bated by belief that I was made to be in what was laid in seasons for I came be

and

I escaped the tree and, cut it down